jenrrray2006--1-1-T29: 2:1:-08:00And she's searching for no one..
But herself
Her eyes turn to green and she seems to be happy
That she is here
"Dont ask what the world needs. Ask what makes you come alive, and go do it. Because what the world needs is people who have come alive." -Howard Thurman
"In periods of rapid personal change, we pass through life as though we are spellcast. We speak in sentences that end before finishing. We sleep heavily because we need to ask so many questions as we dream alone." - Douglas Coupland
"We are called to hold our hands against the wounds of a broken world - to stop the bleeding." - Donald Miller
"All the effort in the world wont matter if you're not inspired." -CP
Jenni. Yeah, with an "i."College student in Portland Oregon, 5'6"ish with dark brown hair (ok, that's a lie, it's kind of constantly changing) and blue/grey/green/whatever colour they feel like it eyes. Blah blah blah. That's asthetic stuff that doesn't mean a damn thing in the long run. Get to know me and figure me out on your own. I promise it's more fun that way.buzznet:user:id:314304http://www.buzznet.com/Copyright (c) 2005, Buzznet, Inc.jenrrrayWHY SO SERIOUS?The Dead Cat That Lives on My DeskPrivateoh silly silly co-workers.buzznet:user:entry:id:427262312008--0-8-T26: 0:9:-08:002008--0-8-T26: 0:9:-08:002008--0-8-T26: 0:9:-08:00jenrrray sooo...my desk has a lot of dorky stuff on it. case in point, a unicorn and a Cloud plushie (FFVII, yo!) among much else. one of my co-workers flipped Cloud over and made (i use this term very very lightly - it is a unicorn after all) my unicorn hump his butt. whoever did this is my hero.]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/thumb-msg-121976689177.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/synd-msg-121976689177.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/mob-msg-121976689177.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/gallery-msg-121976689177.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/large-msg-121976689177.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/feat-msg-121976689177.jpgbeing ever so helpfulbuzznet:user:entry:id:422036912008--0-8-T17: 1:8:-08:002008--0-8-T17: 1:8:-08:002008--0-8-T17: 1:8:-08:00jenrrray chillaxin to the max while alex got the pool blown up. working hard OBV.]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/thumb-msg-1219023632.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/synd-msg-1219023632.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/mob-msg-1219023632.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/gallery-msg-1219023632.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/large-msg-1219023632.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/feat-msg-1219023632.jpgnow i'm being helpfulbuzznet:user:entry:id:422035312008--0-8-T17: 1:8:-08:002008--0-8-T17: 1:8:-08:002008--0-8-T17: 1:8:-08:00jenrrray filling the kiddie pool, getting ready for the most brilliant idea in the way of cooling off on a hot day that there ever was]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/thumb-msg-121902353775.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/synd-msg-121902353775.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/mob-msg-121902353775.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/gallery-msg-121902353775.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/large-msg-121902353775.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/feat-msg-121902353775.jpgwe are ninja!buzznet:user:entry:id:422021012008--0-8-T17: 1:8:-08:002008--0-8-T17: 1:8:-08:002008--0-8-T17: 1:8:-08:00jenrrray like porn ninjas but with a kiddie pool in the living room and without...well...porn. or pete wentz...]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/thumb-msg-1219022140.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/synd-msg-1219022140.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/mob-msg-1219022140.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/gallery-msg-1219022140.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/large-msg-1219022140.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/feat-msg-1219022140.jpgWarped Tour Skin!buzznet:user:entry:id:420522412008--0-8-T15: 1:1:-08:002008--0-8-T15: 1:1:-08:002008--0-8-T15: 1:1:-08:00jenrrray here is my beautiful collection of peeled skin from my shoulders! thanks warped tour, i never would have had this without you! and here it is in all it's glory next to my WHY SO SERIOUS? gummi bear. i think there's another layer that's going to peel after this one (it was a really really bad sunburn, there was even little pockets of fluid under some parts of it) so it's not over yet!
my coworker rosie says she's going to make me something out of it. :)]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/thumb-msg-121882674834.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/synd-msg-121882674834.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/mob-msg-121882674834.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/gallery-msg-121882674834.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/large-msg-121882674834.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/feat-msg-121882674834.jpgif i get broken up with, it's all this man's fault.buzznet:user:entry:id:418280112008--0-8-T11: 1:2:-08:002008--0-8-T11: 1:2:-08:002008--0-8-T11: 1:2:-08:00jenrrray i look terrible but he's so damn cute!!
and yeah, my bf got legitimately angry at me for this. but it was destiny. you cant fight destiny.]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/thumb-msg-121848440061.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/synd-msg-121848440061.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/mob-msg-121848440061.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/gallery-msg-121848440061.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/large-msg-121848440061.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/feat-msg-121848440061.jpgi've seen so many beautiful smiles here lately!buzznet:user:entry:id:407967712008--0-7-T25: 2:2:-08:002008--0-7-T25: 2:2:-08:002008--0-7-T25: 2:2:-08:00jenrrray there are so many amazing people here that make my day, every day, so THANK YOU, BUZZNET! the people here are so rad and most of you have no idea how incredible you are on a daily basis.
as a thank you for giving some of your smiles to me, here's a smile for you!]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/thumb-msg-121705164892.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/synd-msg-121705164892.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/mob-msg-121705164892.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/gallery-msg-121705164892.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/large-msg-121705164892.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/feat-msg-121705164892.jpgi'm one tired ladybuzznet:user:entry:id:384208312008--0-6-T19: 2:0:-08:002008--0-6-T19: 2:0:-08:002008--0-6-T19: 2:0:-08:00jenrrray i've got this sweet habit of going to bed too late and just taking a nap before work in the morning. it's not working out too well.
and i'm back to black hair. haven't had black for about 3 years. it was time to bring it back. :)]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/thumb-msg-121392640066.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/synd-msg-121392640066.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/mob-msg-121392640066.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/gallery-msg-121392640066.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/large-msg-121392640066.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/feat-msg-121392640066.jpgtoo much fun to be had in photoboothbuzznet:user:entry:id:374389012008--0-6-T03: 2:0:-08:002008--0-6-T03: 2:0:-08:002008--0-6-T03: 2:0:-08:00jenrrray ]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/thumb-msg-121254887206.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/synd-msg-121254887206.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/mob-msg-121254887206.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/gallery-msg-121254887206.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/large-msg-121254887206.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/feat-msg-121254887206.jpgSir Winston James Ludwig Maurice Oliver Draconis Schubert Van Huttonwiddle XXVIIbuzznet:user:entry:id:365999712008--0-5-T22: 0:7:-08:002008--0-5-T22: 0:7:-08:002008--0-5-T22: 0:7:-08:00jenrrray SWJLMODSVHx27 made a cardboard sign that I think is his way of telling me that he doesn't want to be left at work at night or he's going to find a new person to love him.
"I haz no drinky!" haha. silly lemur! No drinkies for you.]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/thumb-msg-121146695529.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/synd-msg-121146695529.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/mob-msg-121146695529.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/gallery-msg-121146695529.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/large-msg-121146695529.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/feat-msg-121146695529.jpgI NAO HAZ LEMUR! HAZ U MET HIM?buzznet:user:entry:id:365304112008--0-5-T21: 0:7:-08:002008--0-5-T21: 0:7:-08:002008--0-5-T21: 0:7:-08:00jenrrray This is my lemur. I don't know what to name him but I'm leaning toward something highly silly and ridiculous like Sir Winston James Oliver Schubert Huttonwiddle the Twenty Seventh, Hivelfiendelshmarkle, or Mello (a character from Death Note because I AM A NERD). I am currently having the people in my office take a vote.
EDIT: The three people in my office who have decided to take this as the serious business it is have voted 2 for Sir Winston James Oliver Schubert Huttonwiddle and 1 for Hivelfiendelshmarkle. Throw in a vote if you'd like. :)]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/thumb-msg-121138001811.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/synd-msg-121138001811.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/mob-msg-121138001811.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/gallery-msg-121138001811.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/large-msg-121138001811.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/feat-msg-121138001811.jpgwatch out, THERE IS SHIT GROWING HERE!buzznet:user:entry:id:362342412008--0-5-T16: 1:7:-08:002008--0-5-T16: 1:7:-08:002008--0-5-T16: 1:7:-08:00jenrrray seriously? who ropes off plants in the street?!]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/thumb-msg-121098588672.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/synd-msg-121098588672.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/mob-msg-121098588672.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/gallery-msg-121098588672.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/large-msg-121098588672.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/feat-msg-121098588672.jpglets hang out on our sks togetherbuzznet:user:entry:id:362337812008--0-5-T16: 1:7:-08:002008--0-5-T16: 1:7:-08:002008--0-5-T16: 1:7:-08:00jenrrray and take pictures of each other while doing it. oh and wear 3d glasses.]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/thumb-msg-121098499638.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/synd-msg-121098499638.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/mob-msg-121098499638.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/gallery-msg-121098499638.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/large-msg-121098499638.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/feat-msg-121098499638.jpgBRIANHANGOUTSESHbuzznet:user:entry:id:362331812008--0-5-T16: 1:7:-08:002008--0-5-T16: 1:7:-08:002008--0-5-T16: 1:7:-08:00jenrrray see also: not cheating at indoor glow in the dark 3d pirate minigolf, raggae music everywhere we go and THIS face]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/thumb-msg-121098472858.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/synd-msg-121098472858.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/mob-msg-121098472858.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/gallery-msg-121098472858.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/large-msg-121098472858.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/feat-msg-121098472858.jpgfeeling a little lost in my worldbuzznet:user:entry:id:360613312008--0-5-T14: 0:7:-08:002008--0-5-T14: 0:7:-08:002008--0-5-T14: 0:7:-08:00jenrrray and it's starting to show. i have a positive outlook on all of it, i know that things will be okay and that it will be awesome when everything comes together, but that doesn't make it any less chaotic or any less stressful. it's easy to see people who are happy all the time and who let things roll off their backs and go "wow, they have it so easy, they just don't let the tough stuff touch them!" or "nothing bad happens to them!" we do, we're effected like everyone else. we just let the knowledge that things will look up consume us, not the toughness of the present situation. things will pan out and be better than before. right now i'm sleeping on floors but when i get an apartment, it's going to be filled with me and it will be awesome and it will be home and i will appreciate it more for the time i am spending on these floors and couches and beds. and i have to give up my cat but he'll be so much happier in a bigger home with people who are around more and will love on him alllllllll the time.
it's going to be okay. the universe wouldn't put you in this situation if it didn't think you could handle it.]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/thumb-msg-12107416942.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/synd-msg-12107416942.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/mob-msg-12107416942.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/gallery-msg-12107416942.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/large-msg-12107416942.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/feat-msg-12107416942.jpghe calls me an alternagirlbuzznet:user:entry:id:359920212008--0-5-T13: 0:6:-08:002008--0-5-T13: 0:6:-08:002008--0-5-T13: 0:6:-08:00jenrrray ]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/thumb-msg-121064828525.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/synd-msg-121064828525.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/mob-msg-121064828525.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/gallery-msg-121064828525.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/large-msg-121064828525.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/feat-msg-121064828525.jpgyou're the only road that i knowbuzznet:user:entry:id:351696912008--0-4-T30: 1:7:-08:002008--0-4-T30: 1:7:-08:002008--0-4-T30: 1:7:-08:00jenrrray ]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/thumb-msg-120960350534.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/synd-msg-120960350534.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/mob-msg-120960350534.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/gallery-msg-120960350534.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/large-msg-120960350534.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/feat-msg-120960350534.jpgwe are not alone.buzznet:user:entry:id:349810712008--0-4-T27: 2:1:-08:002008--0-4-T27: 2:1:-08:002008--0-4-T27: 2:1:-08:00jenrrray i've been happy all the time for so many days.
even though everything is about to get crazy, i know that everything happens for a reason and even though things are going to get tough, there are awesome people who are 100% behind me that i can count on for anything. we are never alone.]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/thumb-msg-120935551361.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/synd-msg-120935551361.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/mob-msg-120935551361.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/gallery-msg-120935551361.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/large-msg-120935551361.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/feat-msg-120935551361.jpgall hail the queen of nerds!buzznet:user:entry:id:346971412008--0-4-T23: 1:5:-08:002008--0-4-T23: 1:5:-08:002008--0-4-T23: 1:5:-08:00jenrrray and brian is my king!
yeah, that's The Evenstar. hugest Tolkien nerd there ever was.]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/thumb-msg-120899092912.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/synd-msg-120899092912.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/mob-msg-120899092912.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/gallery-msg-120899092912.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/large-msg-120899092912.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/feat-msg-120899092912.jpgjenrrray loves breesaysbuzznet:user:entry:id:345668212008--0-4-T21: 0:9:-08:002008--0-4-T21: 0:9:-08:002008--0-4-T21: 0:9:-08:00jenrrray dear bree,
you are made of awesome and you are the best opposite twin there ever was!
love, me.xoxo]]>http://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/thumb-msg-120879504105.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/synd-msg-120879504105.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/mob-msg-120879504105.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/gallery-msg-120879504105.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/large-msg-120879504105.jpghttp://cdn.buzznet.com/assets/users16/jenrrray/default/feat-msg-120879504105.jpg
